Thursday, February 18, 2016

that Thursday ...

Thursday …
I look at the time ...
At this hour ….
I’m counting the time ..

Back to three weeks ago ….
The hours, the minutes, the seconds …
Counting the last time I saw you breathing …

Three weeks ago …

But still …
There is time I feel I cannot accept it
There is time I don’t want to believe it
There is time I am still wishing …
You were still here ….

I saw the last moment you smiled …
I heard the last moment you laughed …

Sometimes I wonder …
So many questions … so many ‘what if’ ….
I wonder …

Would you still be here, Pa?

2 comments:

Tjut Riana said...

Fer, turut duka cita mendalam atas wafatnya Ayahanda tercinta, insya Allah beliau mendapat tempat terbaik di surga & semoga Ferina & keluarga diberi kekuatan & keikhlasan menerima cobaan ini, aminnnn ...

ferina said...

Aminnn ... terima kasih, mbak